Bato decided to leave his partner. Naawa naman ako sa kanya kasi wala pa siyang malilipatan kaya I invited him na sa amin na muna tumira.
I spent the whole day watching my friend. ewan ko ba, but I felt that something changed in him. naniniwala ba kayo sa aura? kasi dati-dati, napi-feel ko ang aura nya na laging masaya, but that day, he seemed to emit something different....I just can't point a finger into it. Was it despair? Misery? Sadness...parang but something deeper...
Nalungkot ako. Heartbreak did change my friend. Gusto kong sugurin ang partner niya, kausapin, sampalin...gusto kong makialam sa nangyari at subukan ayusin ang relasyon nila. But sa isip ko, relasyon ko nga di ko maayos (or is it dahil wala naman tlaga akong aayusin in the first place?).
I felt my friend changed...and ang masakit dito, wala naman akong magawa. Di ko kilala ang partner niya. I can only offer assumptions...but that wouldn't help Bato. So I did what I have been good at, just being his friend.
Ganito pala ang ma inlab? It screws you, makes you sad, parang me switch na basta na lang tinurn off and voila, suddenly you become a shadow of your former self.
Kung ganyan pala ang mainlab, at umibig...then maybe, I should be thankful...dahil I would never wish to be somebody but my own Sexy Tsokolate self.
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