Kinagabihan, inaya ako ni Bato at ng friend niya na tumambay sa Shangrila sa Mandaluyong. Since masama pa nga siguro ang feeling ni Bato kaya di ako na ako tumanggi. Pero deep inside naiisip ko, no daw ba yun? Di ba pag brokenhearted inuman ang madalas ginagawa, bakit naman tatambay ng Shang?
Nasa Shang na kami ng may mapansin ako. Aba! aba! andaming umabw sa paligid ha! Like grabeh! Anywhere you look me lalaki. Nakaupo sa mga bench-bench dun, nakatayo. Me pogi, meron ding so-so.
Jehtt: Dito tayo.
ST: anong meron dito? daming lalaki ha.
Jehtt: Well, dito hahanap ng mabubooking mamya!
ST: what?? di nga?
Jehtt: Gagah! Taga dito ka hindi mo alam na me bakahan dito?
ST: hindi...
Jehtt: maraming pa pampam dito gagah! wait 10pm. mamya na tayo kukuha
ST: ???
Jehtt: pag maaga pa kasi 1 kiyaw pa yang mga yan, mahal pa.
ST: ???
Jehtt: antayin mo, mamya pag ginutom na yang mga yan, 500 na lng. antayin mo pa till 3am...250 na lng yan.
ST: ganun?
Jehtt: korak
Naloka ako! Me ganyan pala sa Shang? Naku anlapit lapit ko lng dun, but di ko alam yan.
Mas lalo pa akong naloka ng makita namin ang isang guy, semi-kalbo, malaki ang katawan.
Jehtt: Tingnan mo yan. Maya-maya booking na yan.
No sooner than Jehtt said that eh me lumapit nga na isang guy ke maskulado guy. Mukhang call center guy eto at yun na nagpalitan na nga sila ng number. But mga 5 minutes lang ata eh umalis na yung call center looking guy.
ST: ano nangyari?
Jehtt: baka di nagkasundo sa presyo?!
nalaglag na lng ako sa bench na kinauupuan ko.
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Emote Part 2
Bato decided to leave his partner. Naawa naman ako sa kanya kasi wala pa siyang malilipatan kaya I invited him na sa amin na muna tumira.
I spent the whole day watching my friend. ewan ko ba, but I felt that something changed in him. naniniwala ba kayo sa aura? kasi dati-dati, napi-feel ko ang aura nya na laging masaya, but that day, he seemed to emit something different....I just can't point a finger into it. Was it despair? Misery? Sadness...parang but something deeper...
Nalungkot ako. Heartbreak did change my friend. Gusto kong sugurin ang partner niya, kausapin, sampalin...gusto kong makialam sa nangyari at subukan ayusin ang relasyon nila. But sa isip ko, relasyon ko nga di ko maayos (or is it dahil wala naman tlaga akong aayusin in the first place?).
I felt my friend changed...and ang masakit dito, wala naman akong magawa. Di ko kilala ang partner niya. I can only offer assumptions...but that wouldn't help Bato. So I did what I have been good at, just being his friend.
Ganito pala ang ma inlab? It screws you, makes you sad, parang me switch na basta na lang tinurn off and voila, suddenly you become a shadow of your former self.
Kung ganyan pala ang mainlab, at umibig...then maybe, I should be thankful...dahil I would never wish to be somebody but my own Sexy Tsokolate self.
I spent the whole day watching my friend. ewan ko ba, but I felt that something changed in him. naniniwala ba kayo sa aura? kasi dati-dati, napi-feel ko ang aura nya na laging masaya, but that day, he seemed to emit something different....I just can't point a finger into it. Was it despair? Misery? Sadness...parang but something deeper...
Nalungkot ako. Heartbreak did change my friend. Gusto kong sugurin ang partner niya, kausapin, sampalin...gusto kong makialam sa nangyari at subukan ayusin ang relasyon nila. But sa isip ko, relasyon ko nga di ko maayos (or is it dahil wala naman tlaga akong aayusin in the first place?).
I felt my friend changed...and ang masakit dito, wala naman akong magawa. Di ko kilala ang partner niya. I can only offer assumptions...but that wouldn't help Bato. So I did what I have been good at, just being his friend.
Ganito pala ang ma inlab? It screws you, makes you sad, parang me switch na basta na lang tinurn off and voila, suddenly you become a shadow of your former self.
Kung ganyan pala ang mainlab, at umibig...then maybe, I should be thankful...dahil I would never wish to be somebody but my own Sexy Tsokolate self.
Emote
Maaga ako pumasok sa office kanina. Last day kasi, then kinabukasan rest day, kaya excited ako although puyat kasi I'm juggling to jobs. Bakit kamo? Need ko ng pera eh! But I digress, hindi naman kasi tungkol sa akin ang kwentong eto, itago na lng natin sya sa pangalang Bato.
Bakit Bato? Well, usap-usapan lng eto ha but sabi nila, dakota daw tlaga etong si Bato. So yun, Bato. Fits him perfectly di ba? And please don't even think of asking me if nakita ko na ba yung "bato" niya kasi I may be a h*rny B*tch but I don't eat friends. Yun na.
Anyways, 20 minutes before my shift nasa office na ako, kaya I decided na magyosi muna sa labas ng building. Naabutan ko si Bato na nakaupo sa lounge chair (taray di ba).
ST: hoi! ang aga mo ha!
Bato: wala na kami...
magri react pa sana ako but naunahan ako ng mala Demi Moore in Charles Angel 2 na pagluha niya sa right part lang ng cheek nya, aba ang taray naman! kabog ako ah!
Bato: wala na kami ST...
ST: what do you mean?
Bato: naghiwalay na kami kagabi...
and so I saw my dearest friend cry...grabeh...ibang level na toh...I despise drama but when it involves my friends, ibang usapan na yun.
ST: bakit? ano ba nangyari?
at kinuwento na ni Bato ang nangyari. I don't wish to espouse his pain in public but I can tell you this much. His boyfriend fell out of love and wanted out.
ST: I don't want to say I told you so, but I told you so...dati pa di ba?
Bato: mahal na mahal ko siya...
ST: shhh...tama na yan...you'll get over him...
Bato: ewan ko lang...ewan ko lang....
Grabeh. Nalurkee ako sa nangyari ke Bato. 4 years din naman daw kasi sila ng jowa niya. napatanong tuloy ako...nangyayari pala tlaga yun noh. Falling out of love.
Bakit Bato? Well, usap-usapan lng eto ha but sabi nila, dakota daw tlaga etong si Bato. So yun, Bato. Fits him perfectly di ba? And please don't even think of asking me if nakita ko na ba yung "bato" niya kasi I may be a h*rny B*tch but I don't eat friends. Yun na.
Anyways, 20 minutes before my shift nasa office na ako, kaya I decided na magyosi muna sa labas ng building. Naabutan ko si Bato na nakaupo sa lounge chair (taray di ba).
ST: hoi! ang aga mo ha!
Bato: wala na kami...
magri react pa sana ako but naunahan ako ng mala Demi Moore in Charles Angel 2 na pagluha niya sa right part lang ng cheek nya, aba ang taray naman! kabog ako ah!
Bato: wala na kami ST...
ST: what do you mean?
Bato: naghiwalay na kami kagabi...
and so I saw my dearest friend cry...grabeh...ibang level na toh...I despise drama but when it involves my friends, ibang usapan na yun.
ST: bakit? ano ba nangyari?
at kinuwento na ni Bato ang nangyari. I don't wish to espouse his pain in public but I can tell you this much. His boyfriend fell out of love and wanted out.
ST: I don't want to say I told you so, but I told you so...dati pa di ba?
Bato: mahal na mahal ko siya...
ST: shhh...tama na yan...you'll get over him...
Bato: ewan ko lang...ewan ko lang....
Grabeh. Nalurkee ako sa nangyari ke Bato. 4 years din naman daw kasi sila ng jowa niya. napatanong tuloy ako...nangyayari pala tlaga yun noh. Falling out of love.
Sayang. Sobrang bilib pa naman ako sa relasyon nila. Alam mo yun, you seldom meet somebody not straight na sobrang nagtagal yung relationship. I guess it's doubly hard for us to maintain a relationship. The pressure doubles when you aren't straight. Mas maraming issues.
I hope they get back together. Hindi naman siguro nawawala ang feelings ng ganun lang kadali di ba?
Or do they?
Genesis
Gen·e·sis
Pronunciation:
\ˈje-nə-səs\
Function:
noun
Inflected Form(s):
plural gen·e·ses \-ˌsēz\
Etymology:
Latin, from Greek, from gignesthai to be born — more at kin
Date:
circa 1604
: the origin or coming into being of something
===========================================
Finally! My very own blog! I have always planned on making my own blog! It took me ages to finally come up with a really strong urge to get down to doing one. I guess when you have lots of amazing stories to tell, oftentimes funny, sometimes sad, you really have to find an outlet, and what better venue of doing it than by blogging.
I plan to update this blog everyday, if I can so with that in mind, I guess one need to have some sort of an introduction.
Grabeh! Na lurkee ako dun ha, naubos ata ang English ko sa 2 paragraph introductory statement na yun. Hayz! Kape!
Fast Facts:
age: 25 years old
status: single and looking
height: 5'6" (or sabi nila 5'7" daw)
I am not straight, so there. Buti na yung klaro tayo lahat.
I am Sexy Tsokolate and eto and aking buhay-kasaysayan.
Pronunciation:
\ˈje-nə-səs\
Function:
noun
Inflected Form(s):
plural gen·e·ses \-ˌsēz\
Etymology:
Latin, from Greek, from gignesthai to be born — more at kin
Date:
circa 1604
: the origin or coming into being of something
===========================================
Finally! My very own blog! I have always planned on making my own blog! It took me ages to finally come up with a really strong urge to get down to doing one. I guess when you have lots of amazing stories to tell, oftentimes funny, sometimes sad, you really have to find an outlet, and what better venue of doing it than by blogging.
I plan to update this blog everyday, if I can so with that in mind, I guess one need to have some sort of an introduction.
Grabeh! Na lurkee ako dun ha, naubos ata ang English ko sa 2 paragraph introductory statement na yun. Hayz! Kape!
Fast Facts:
age: 25 years old
status: single and looking
height: 5'6" (or sabi nila 5'7" daw)
I am not straight, so there. Buti na yung klaro tayo lahat.
I am Sexy Tsokolate and eto and aking buhay-kasaysayan.
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